Dearest J
A Creative Block the Size of a Backed Up Kolkata Sewer
A Creative Block the Size of a Backed Up Kolkata Sewer
The Conflict of Faith
The Conflict of Faith
Launching Something New! PLUS a Found Tarot Deck
Launching Something New! PLUS a Found Tarot Deck
Locational Astrology & AI-Powered Astrology Software
Locational Astrology & AI-Powered Astrology Software
Phoenix and the Akashic Records
Phoenix and the Akashic Records
Questioning the monastic order, plus embracing God’s word vs abusive words
Questioning the monastic order, plus embracing God’s word vs abusive words
Loneliness
Loneliness
UAP, UFO, Religion & Technology
UAP, UFO, Religion & Technology
Today: Monastic Interview, Yesterday: Another Breakup
Today: Monastic Interview, Yesterday: Another Breakup
M.I.A., conspiracy, conservatism, and her brand, OHMNI
M.I.A., conspiracy, conservatism, and her brand, OHMNI
Birthday Postulancy
Birthday Postulancy
The Un-Creative Act of Rick Rubin
The Un-Creative Act of Rick Rubin
Slipping Anti-Abortionism Into a Sermon? Don’t.
Slipping Anti-Abortionism Into a Sermon? Don’t.
Studios of Love
Studios of Love
The Private Hideaway of an Everyday Sister
The Private Hideaway of an Everyday Sister
New Monasticism, Art, Missions & Settling
New Monasticism, Art, Missions & Settling
Exploring Paths Forward
Exploring Paths Forward
Full Circle Moment (Understanding Suffering of Jesus on the Cross)
Full Circle Moment (Understanding Suffering of Jesus on the Cross)
Leaving Darkness, Leaving New Thought, Leaving My Relationship
Leaving Darkness, Leaving New Thought, Leaving My Relationship
Finally Leaving My Abusive Partner
Finally Leaving My Abusive Partner
An Unspoken Disability
An Unspoken Disability
Got a Buzzcut
Got a Buzzcut
Received My Ministerial Stole
Received My Ministerial Stole
NAM From a Christian’s Perspective
NAM From a Christian’s Perspective
Reading “Faith After Doubt” by Brian McClaren
Reading “Faith After Doubt” by Brian McClaren
What God?
What God?
100% Done With Fundie Bullshit
100% Done With Fundie Bullshit
My FAILED eBay Minister Robe Purchase Attempt
My FAILED eBay Minister Robe Purchase Attempt
Coming Out Agnostic
Coming Out Agnostic
Domestic Abuse Resources
Domestic Abuse Resources

Hi! I'm Fay* —

I created fayth.org to document my explorations of “Higher Power” through my messy 12-step journey.

*I’m keeping my identity anonymous to stay true to 12-step anonymity, but my name means 'Fay' in English.