About

Getting real with an admittedly imperfect seeker

I created Fayth.Org for those seeking an honest way to connect to a Higher Power without dogma.

For those like me:

  • Skeptics of fundamentalism, new age, nihilism, or atheism

  • Survivors of religious trauma seeking to heal and rebuild

  • Those curious about reconstruction or deconstruction

  • Seeking a Higher Power in 12-Steps but are lost

  • Digital + Physical Faith Journalers

  • Those tired of being “labelled”

  • The spiritually curious

MY JOURNAL

Dearest J

I’m opening up my own Journal for all to read, rather than gatekeeping my raw conversations through recovery. In an attempt to leave perfectionism behind, I’m sharing my struggles and joys on my sleeve.

Beliefs

Miracles > Magic

There’s a difference in allowing HP to direct my steps versus me directing my own steps with HP as my genie. I avoid trying to devolve into magical thinking, or thinking I can solve it all myself.

Relationship > Religion

I’m ditching fundie ideologies. Faith in religion isn’t the set of rules I want to follow. Rather, I’m open to softening my heart and getting honest with myself, and letting you see my mess.

Social Good > Evil

I believe all of us are born inherently worthy. I don’t believe we’re born as sinful little evil villains. Through our default wholeness, we can overflow to provide kindness in all ways.

MISSION

My Higher Power

At Fayth.Org, I believe I can heal my soul through contemplative exploration, spiritual and cult abuse research, UFO research and consciousness studies. Now becoming a monk doing 12 steps, I try to kind to myself and others by acknowledging the inherent dignity and worth we all possess.